Saturday, February 22, 2003

i got home from university fellowship (@etcbc) just now (pretty much). we watched "left behind" - the second one. it was pretty good in my opinion. there's always been something about the endtimes that totally captivates me. and really freaks me out at the same time. frightening, yet so...addictive...? hahha. is that the right word? i'm not sure. but whatever it is, there's something scary about thinking about the rapture and everything that goes along with it. i guess it all boils down to faith. and whether or not your faith is strong and most of all...real. it doesn't involve anyone else - just something between you and God. you either believe in Him, or you don't. it's wierd to think that one can fool people (and even themselves) into thinking that they do in fact, believe and yet when the time comes...they will get left behind. maybe that's what scares me the most. i don't want to be one of those people. my faith just needs to be stronger. my knowledge greater. my relationship with Him deeper...because when that end finally does come, i'm going to be ready. i will not be left behind.

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