Tuesday, June 10, 2003

open road.

i'm sitting here, but i don't really know what to say. the past week has had it's ups and downs, but i think that i managed to through it okay. i even managed to learn a rachmaninoff prelude - and while it's not really the best right now, it'll get there with perseverance and practice. :) last week was generally good...filled with eventful nights such as "meeting the other counsellors at Yes I Can", "boardgames at allis" and "lccf toronto cell group" (which was basically our whole fellowship except for the few that are in loo this summer, plus andy). heehee. not to mention watching the clue movie at my house (which, by the way i think is hilarious). ahhahaha. "i am a singing telegram". that was the best part of the movie. me and liz used to roll on the floor laughing our pants off.

speaking of liz, sunday night i talked to her, which was really good because i wasn't in the best of moods. i wish and hope that she'll come home soon. i would have probably went down to see her sometime this summer, but due to the fact that i'm paying for my online course this summer, i have no money for an airplane ticket. which really sucks. especially since the price of my course i like...equivalent of getting at least 4 or 5 round trip tickets. boooooooooooooooo. :P so in september i'll work super hard, not have to take a summer course, and hopefully i'll be able to visit my sister wherever she'll be living next year! :)

anyway, so this week was a pretty good one, because i've realized some things.
- as suspicious as i may be, i won't say anything. just yet.
- it may not be the greatest idea to let everyone in on everything.

so my blog ends here. these realizations are vague (and not entirely related to each other) but i know where i stand, i know myself, i know what i have to work on, i know what i have to do. and after all has been said and done, i feel not so boxed in, and quite content. :)

okay, off to study for my psych midterm which is coming up soon...

have a blessed day. :)

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