my biggest hurdle

letting go is something that is especially hard for me. it's an internal battle that no one sees from the outside, but one that i most definitely feel and know is real on the inside. it's too bad satan knows about this huge weakness of mine; he has used it to his advantage one too many times. aghh, he sucks and i hate him so much.

well, it's time to cut the strings connecting me to my load as i attempt to let go of it again. a part of me wants to hang on, but i know i can't. it's time to move on and resist the temptation of looking back.

goodbye load, you're no good for me.

Lord, continue to strengthen me so i can fight this...