Tuesday, October 01, 2002

i'm currently: chillaxing in my dorm, eating saltine crackers, listening to 'by the tree'

Hello world. :) today was such a hot day. so now i'm just taking it easy. trying to clean my room as i have been doing the whole day. i'm just super slow. and super messy. so put the two together and that's why it's taken me so long. so yesterday i got to talk to two friends on the phone. (yay procrastination for studying!) nono, but both conversations (one with alli, another with phoebe) were really good. it was really nice just talking to them and seeing what's been going on in their lives lately...

so it's the first day of october. one month of university over. only about 7 more months to go. the workload hasn't been too tough so far, just the whole adjusting aspect of it was tough for me. i live a pretty sheltered life back home in to (well. my thornhill suburb. :P) and i think that i still live a pretty sheltered life here in waterloopoo. but i don't really mind. i know things are out there. but i choose not to do them. i suppose some people will think i'm ignorant, and maybe to some extent i am, but it's not like i don't ackowledge the fact that things are there to do. i acknowledge them. i just don't do them. i just can't imagine myself doing it. hahaha. i mean, can u picture me at a club? hahahahaahhaha. i laugh because i can't even picture that. :) i went to 2 proms, in one i didn't dance at all and in the other i was literally dragged and pushed out onto the dance floor. and i stayed there for maybe 10 mins at most the whole night. maybe some time in the distant future, but not anytime soon. anyway. i had a point in all of this...lemme just stop and regroup.

oh yes. living a sheltered life. well, there are up sides and there are down sides. some people like it, some people don't. for me, i'm content with listening to music and eating saltine crackers in the safety of my dorm room. i'm a 'homey girl'. (no not homie-ghetto. homey as in i like staying in). i like being comfortable in my surroundings doing things i'm comfortable doing. i know this isn't how everyone else lives. i know that not everyone would do what i do. and i respect that. but, this is my life. this is me. and i like it. :)

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