venting: part I
it's funny how sometimes when you try to help and talk to someone, it totally blows up in your face and gets turned around on you. i don't know how it happens. or why it does. i don't want to get into any details but... a r g h. i'm frustrated. upset. totally bewildered. i even stayed up for longer than i intended just to talk - to try to help. and now i can't even sleep and i have 8 30 class tomorrow. great. i was having a good night up until this conversation too. i'm soooooo ready to give up on this situation. it's not like the thought hasn't crossed my mind many times before. but i shouldn't. but it's so much easier to. i've never been so offended by this person before. what the hell? i didn't do anything to deserve some stuff that was said. the more i think about it, the more frustrated i become. the more i think about it the angrier i get - because i can't stop thinking about it. the more i think about it, the more it hurts. a r g h. that's all i can say and still have a clear conscience over my choice of words.
i don't want to get into details -
but i will say that i don't think that i can ever view the person the same way anymore.
sharon is not amused. not at all.
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