in a rut.

call it a blip, dip, ditch or hole, it doesn't really matter. i've been in denial for the last little while (i was trying to fool myself into thinking things were going fine) but i'm past that stage now. goodbye denial, hello acknowledgement. okay, here goes...

i, sharon, am in a rut.

i suppose one could say i'm going through my version of the 3pm daily workday period of suck. you know, the time when you know your workday is almost over but every minute, every second, seems to be go by soooooooo slowly (and as a result you lose motivation and get real lazy.) yah, that's pretty much how i'm feeling right now. i've tried to tough it up and just DO things because i know there is an insane amount of things to be done, but at this point my overall drive/motivation is almost non-existent and unproductiveness levels are at an all-time high.

idleness and time-wasting are the worst. now if only i wasn't so good at it...*sharon pulls out a sudoku puzzle...* haha, kidding. :P